Thanks for thinking of me you two. I am doing ok, not real good just ok.. it's been four weeks now since my dh died and the pain just feels like it's beginning

The love we shared was something special and my heart aches with missing him. I've secured a new position at work so that should keep me pretty busy for the next couple of years or so lol. its good to have the distraction (well at least 10 or so hours a day).. it's pretty hard but im trying not to look too much ahead just get through each day . I miss my big bloke

but i know i must forge on. im too young to give up. lunchie